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hmm..havent updated in a while.. nothing special has happened at all...a lil drama here and there but ive been doing good and avioding it..rumors spread fast around jackson.. but hey its all good.. Sapio whats the quote.. oo ya "J.M.H.S... Just More Horse Shit" yupp thats what the school is.. but all and all its goin good..this weekend should be good.. i hope..Friday Night. Game or Something Like that. maybe Great Adventure or something.. Sat bike trip.. maybe movies and then getting smashed!! then sunday.. umm no idea yet..prob handin out candy or something like that.. i might dress up to hand out candy thoo.. cuz i wanna be cool lol.. but hmm..nothign to update..im prob gonna go take a shower.. so im out lovverss..
"Who Gives A Shit"
<3 Mel
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[24 Oct 2004|10:26am] |
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i have a new look out on this yr.. its basically doin my thing and not caring if people get mad at me.. cuz honestly ive hadd 5 people mad at me in the past 48 hours.. and it wasnt for serious things.. ((atleast 2 of them)) but honestly i dont care nemore... i have my girls who are always there for me no matter what and they understand stuff.. and they are amazing... football game on friday with NICOLE TANGAS!!! HOW AMAZING my wang came back from college mutha fuckcaa! so Jess, Nicole, Sara, and i went to the game..which was fucking amazing game! we won in double overtime! 20 to 14.. on the 1 yrd line it was amazing..we were hanging with josh, ryan, and aaron.. they are too funny.. but it was alot of fun then we went to applebees which was crowded, but we made reservations so we got to sit faster.. so it was amazing.. but alot of people were there from jackson! so it was like a party and a half lol.. but then we left and i came home.. yesterday i went to my cousins house in penn. and i saw my family again which i miss dearly..they are too funny.. especially with my cousin debbie.. shes older but shes soo much fun! i love her!.. but im gonna go cuz im going to a party today! funn.. but itll be fun gress is gonna be there so i can chill with her!! so i woint be all by myself :)!
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ahh amazing im finally back!! i am in my own bed not in a tent on a log.. i can pee in my own toilet not just some random spot i picked in the woods.. i can shower! and have cold water and cold drinks and i dont have to make my food over a fire.. the trip was horrible but amazing at the same time! the wind sucks major ass and i slept on a root, was freezing all night, and had to pee in the woods but... me and lapi did amazing... we made it fun. hoffmans stories are honestly scary as hell but they are insane..it was fun tho.. we sang around the camp fire, had marshmellows told ghost stories... had shit thrown at our tent ya know the normal shit lol.. in the morning i woke up in intense pain from being so cold.. but the balloons were goin off so it was super pretty.. i cant wait to get my film back! me and lapi are gonna trade pictures which is gonna be amazing.. im gonna make a photo book of the trip..and possibly the other trips to.. depends lol.. alright hto im gonna go use my own shower and my own toilet..ill update tomorw!!.. watch out for the man in white... o.0
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today was awesome in my own ways..i thought things were gona happen different but they didnt at all..so that makes today awesome.. i thought i was gonna be super embrassed by some shit.. but i ended up not really giving a shit and it was fun... i was laughin alot and i saw my jess havens and we planned stuff for friday/friday night... who were kidnapping and such.. mucho fun if ya ask me.. its gonna be an adventure and a half.. but im excited.. i might sleep voer laurens on thurs so that we can get ready for homecoming together in the morning and me go in early which is kinda dumb for me to do.. but im gonna do it anyways so whatver.. then friday after school me and jamie are goin to get our nails done..and then we are off to the football game.. hell fucking ya..!
more on this weekend. sunday i chilled alll day went to great adventure for a lil((not goin there)) then monday i went on the rock climbing trip.. which was a lot of fun i beat all three walls so i was happy.. came home relaxed did some homework nothing to interesting.. but saturday made lots of memories. and taught me a lot of lessons.. so thats always a plus.. i got a couple lessons on who not to let have my PHONE! JESSICA lol its all good girly.. i was too drunk to realize anything anyways.. i was cool with it.. it was a fuckin amazing night girls *Not going to swim got some other shit to do.. so ill be going.. im def hungry and want some food*
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[10 Oct 2004|05:51pm] |
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o boy last nite was fucking amazing.. never had a better time with better people! it was def funny... me nd lauren are seriously the best people int he world.. and shes my parnter in crime.. and jess im never letting you hold my phone again ever.. lol and sadly enough i knew it was gonna happen and i should of hid the phone but i would of lost it like i did but ya.. siilly stuff went down last nite.... fun time girls more to come! live it up
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i just saw my geoffery on the t.v.!!! for the high school scandals he was the one talkin about how they put signs on his front lawn.. haha anyone see it.. hes soo hott lol how can u miss it! hes in college now.. i miss da boy :( i cant believe he was on television! haha sexy sexy boy.. but neways. game plan for tonite goin to my friends house ((jamie)) with my girls jess and lauren.. itts gonna be amazing! but back to watching some television.. ill update tomorw if im up to it.. goodbye my lovess!!
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[06 Oct 2004|12:27pm] |
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nothing really new happening im doin better.. things are still different tho.. its weird/ but what can you do.. we still talk so its good.. i guess. but we got tested on belaying today i did good i think.. hmm.. no updates so nothing to talk about.. but i miss my amanda so much.. my bestestest friend! and i miss eric too.. sadly enough.. but i must go now. im "sick" and hopefully no swim tonite loverss!
I know we haven’t seen each other in a while
But you will always be my boo <3 love that song..
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[04 Oct 2004|09:35pm] |
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never thought i could feel this bad.. and cry that much.. but it has been done.. me and trav are done.. and it hurts more then i thought it would.. itt hurt extrememly.. i hope i did the right thing.. and didnt just fuck up an important part of my life.. :/.. im still crying.. so i cant really type much.. and i wanna saay sorry to amanda and eric...
ill never forgot one single thing
just leave me some comfort<3
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[04 Oct 2004|03:08pm] |
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amazing weekend let me start with.. friday hung with lauren, jamie, jess! went to fridays then to a haunted hayride which was kik ass saw lots of jackson people there... then went home lol. sat all day with the jamie and jess. went to the football game then brick got lost back to lakewood my house to get money, then jamies, then off to pizza hut with lauren! went on another haunted hay ride.. not as good.. but somewhat scary. hmm.. sunday shopping with jess and her madre then applebees.. walmart.. my house for dnner. dollar store and jess went home.. then i took a shower did some hw and went to bed.. that was my weekend in a nutshell
i decided somethings today.its gonna hutr but its gotta happen.. :/.. ill update tomrrow .. im nervous but well see.. got some swimming in about an hour.. so im gonna lay down and take a nap..
<3 mel
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im in a weird happy moodd.. that sadly enough meliss put me in around the beginning of 3rd lol!! so i was happy all day. but i had swim tonite kinda gay not to bad tho.. hhad a funny convo with brigid.. about brett silly ocy swimmer.. :p.. but its good! so that was like two prety good things in one day.. hmm not to bad.. chilled with trav last nite.. i miss that boy! alot! but it was a good night :p! no details for u.. lol.umm but tihngs are goin better now. i go to the therapist on wed to meet the new one since the old one was cool and moved to flordia.. bbut im doin better its been a week and a couple of days since the last bad breakdown so im doin good! but im gonna go head off to lay down cuz im super tired.. and tomorw its supposed to rain so that means hair is gonna be curly and up! night lovverrss!
P.S. lapi the lust was gone!
Quote of the Day:
"Lifes to short to be upset.",,,, o ya! I FUCKIN LOVE AMANDA JEAN!! AND I MISS HER TOO!
all done. mel
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[24 Sep 2004|07:42am] |
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but nothing fun has happened yet.. i have college visits this whole weekend pretty much.. but its with my Lapi so im happy! we get to have field day in physics.. o.0 weird lol.. but w/e im not to sure about my outfit for today but i was bored so i decided that it works... its red shorts with a black g.t. and then my white hoodie thingi.. ya im cool.. i might but on a real hoodie tho. debating on that.. and then just take off my hoodie when i get hot.. sounds good right! ya.. but hmm no updates really.. other then me and kim decided that lust is the best thing in the world! lol.. well i decided more of it.. but i was talkin to miss kim about lust and decided right there.. lol.. alright i guess i should get ready for school...:/
<33 mel
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[19 Sep 2004|06:07pm] |
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i had such a fun time on the caneo trip today... like it was super fun.. me and lapi bonded.. lol.. we had our motovation the whole time.. which was super cool...we did good we didnt tip or end up goin under at all... some of our clothes got wet but it wasnt nething to bad.. the ride home was too funny.. frank thinks he can sing haha..yaa surrreee... but i think i might go take a bubble bath cuz im really cold... oo ya. before i go
i went to my neighbors fairwell party.. it was pretty sad. they move on friday whihc is gonna be a tearful event ive watched there kids grow up.. well kathryn grow up to age 6ish and antonio age 2.. but atleast ive watched them somewhat.. its gonna be reallly weird without them around. hopefully the new neighbors are cool :/ not the same tho.. alright gonna go take a bubble bath..
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im so fuckin pissed.. they cut adventure bound trips how fuckin gay is that.. im totally fuming.... all the kids are going to the back to schhool night and try to fight it.. hopefully itll work.. cuz now we can only go on one trip and its this sunday.. which shoulld be cool.. my class has cool people in it.. sue i think its gonna write to oprah.. mebe that will help.. i really hope it does..worest comes to worse well plan our own damn trip.. our class always gets fucked over and i hate it i really do..
but ya tonite im supposed to hang with trav and sleep over mike muprhys but i dunna about the murphy thing.. i doubt ill be able to.. but travis i think is gonna come over at 8ish after swim pratice..should be a lil scary.. my dad doesnt know i switched down yet... my mom does. and so does coach lou.. but not the daddy o boy.. its gonna be a fight tonite with a lot of tears and such..ya i can believe thats gonna happen.. but i have pratice soon so i must run.. i need some sleep before i go.... and take some more pills lol..
hmm..love you babes<3
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[13 Sep 2004|07:27pm] |
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thats my kathryn from brookside!!!!!
me. mandy. meg at the staff party
brookside younger boys
col and amanda at amandas suprise dinner
heart of white rice
what eric got for amanda.. the amazing phelps!!!
amanda and her lover boy! :)
the waitress who refused to get her pic taking
amandas boyfriend. my boyfriend and me... there not kissing.. just looks like it.. it humors me and amanda
those are the ones for now... just thought to add them :)
no new updates super bored tho.. finish physics but no real updates
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last night travis came over<3 we hung out..watched t.v got attacked by the brother..pretty much a chill night.. woke up early got alot of shit done.. :) so maybe ill be able to go out today wahoooo!!! lol but ill update more later not much to say.. o ya I FUCKING LOVE AMANDA JEAN!!! lol
<3 mel
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amandas birthday was a success!! amazing lol! she was so suprised aha i love her.. and no more guilt for us.. it was mucho hard for me to lie to her for so long lol!! well today was school.. its goin decent alot of work tho.. and i deciede that im only gonna swim prre seniors b/c i still wanna be good and such.. but i dont wann go and commit my life to swimming yet.. thats what college is for lol..my mom understands.. and shes gonna talk to lou today i believe.. my dad doesnt know yet.. but honestly idk what he thinks its my life.. my brother quit swiming hes stickin to running.. so whatever i dont blame him if i could i would too.. i get to see carb tomorrow.. and update with the fun details lol.. mebe ill ask my mom if she could pick me up later so that i can talk to carb for a lil.. shesmissed alot.. yupperz but no updates really.. i miss travis a shit load.. i couldnt sleep last night and thought about him, swimming, and where i wanna go to college and i decided to stick to the colleges in penn. b/c i get really home sick..and i want to be able to come home alot.. but i must run dinner time.
IloveYou
<3 mel
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i got a nice long sleep last night.. but probably because i worked a fing 14 hour day!!! thats illegal ya.. wow work was def gay.. and i got yelled at 19 times for dumb stuff but hte best part was t the end when we had the circle and the final song we have everyyear ((thats what friends are for)) amazing amazing! i always get upset when that song ends because that means that the summer is ending :( which is always sad.. only 2 more dauys of brookside and im gonna go to both of the days hopefully becuase right now it looks cloudy out but i might still just stop by and visit meg if she works hmm and maybe manderz will come hopefully! i hope it clears off soon b/c if it doesnt im not gonna be very happy... but ill go monday at least.. but im supposed to work but i dont think im gonna.. i might just go for a lil..w/e well see.. but im gonna go because me and mandy might go to bcc soon and then i might go to mandees with the madre...
i love you travis<3
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travis came over for a while..watched some tv and had a good time.. i love him so much! but yes today first day of school not to bad.. had a fun time i guess its school.. my classes are okay.. but ya tomorrw i got work at 9 now because im covering for the boyfriend because he has soccer.. so i gotta work from 9 to 10 hmm 13 hours isnt that illegal?! yupp thought so.. but o well not much updates except for.. umm ya nvm ill keep it to myself :)!..... p.s. this is our last saturday for this sumemr at work :[!!! thats so upsetting ughh!! but not gonna think about it.. iloveyou boyfriend :]
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hmmm.. yesterrday i went mini golfing with amanda nd eric.. it was fun.. i was winning the whole time but on hole 17 i lost it :(! and had to buy eric lunch.. hmm fun but after mini golfing we played lots of video games.. got some tickets nd got some prizes.. fun! lol and then me and amanda wasted mucho money in the lil machines trying to get handcuffs.. which we never got :(! but it was a fun day..came home and went over analeise.. chilled there until 1030 we talked, went swimming, went in the hot tub stuff like that. came home talked to travis on the phone for a while.. then went to bed. now im up so fing early because i got a detinst appointment at 9 and then i go sstraight to work.ya! but i get to see travis so im excited.. then i dunna if the clubs gonna be open because its kinda shitty out.. but if its not hten im def hangin with travis for a while... the summer is almost over.. and i dont regret saying that this was one of the best summers of my life.. actually the best so far <3 in the words of manders boyfriend ;]
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